Gaara Of The Desert

2009-06-02T10:57:00.000+08:00

2 Yearz Later... hmm Alot Has Happened....My Pre Historic Blog Brought Bak To Life... 21st Bday Never Celebrate as Usual..12am Was Wit Tikke At Coffeeshop Wit Baron..That Was The Last i Used My Hand... The next Morning While Goin Camp Accident Break My Humerous Bone And injuring My Nerves..Its Koled Radial Nerve Palsy...Had a Operation On My Hand inserting Metal And The Dok Said Recovery Timeline...2 months for bone 6 months for nerve or maybe Future ops..sad life that i cant even describe The incident..But Mc No Camp Wahaha..There is Always Sumthing Good Even in The WErst Things So Ya i Still Can Smile..!!

MIllion Tears

2007-08-21T21:09:00.000+08:00

Long tIMe NO UPdate....never go sch dunno how long decinding to go sch 2morrow but I scared they say expelled edi...hmm sad ar...I also Heard THat PEople Still BAdmouth mE... Wat The fuck...STupid PEople With STUpid MOUth..... I Just wish ALl Die... SO ya im concerned with my Sch now haiz.... Gime ONe last chance I even WIlling to Sit at The COuncelling shyt ROom WIth THat WOman whu THinks Im CUte haha.....Miss MY BAby,.... HOpe ENd OF This MOnth IM NOT dead Yet.....THE rain JUSt KEep on Falling WHen YOure NOT around when i wake up im calling your name.....

hiii

2007-07-17T00:01:00.000+08:00

Hmm cant sleep.... i dunno wat ive become....plz put blame on me.... trying to act to make others happy....trying to lie to just be close....smoking just to kill time....today half day at home half night with smallboi....he tell me alot stuff...sometime i pity some souls....sometime i wish i was there....y do things turn out this way...y did not know or did this b4....behind date or behind time or wrong path or just plain sad life? things happen iwas not there.....things happened and i was there....like filter for ciggarretee there is god for people.... i dun believe in god means i smoke gulong....anyone understand my entry?? i do..... u can put the blame on me.....dunno wat waits me 2morrow.... hope turns out well.... hope can settle 2nites matter....hope can do that again.... and hopefully i can have my own story while doing that..... haha.... weee.... if everything goes bad.... ill just sit on my window ledge smoke like i always used to back last time....

satanic

2007-07-16T11:04:00.000+08:00

Hmm haiz today overslept...2morrow onwards going sch hopefully....alot prob cos of some people...but i think all settling.....yes haiz sad abit but still okok....so now i have to look to the future....learned a new thing yesterday haha....noone will believe it....if my bro know bout this he might kill me....so hopefully all go well....haha so yes fuck i dun wanna waste my life on people whu dun treasure me....hope today turns out well....

sadfuck

2007-07-06T00:44:00.000+08:00

Been LOng since Blog...Now alone Smoking lieing down on my window ledge....i cant find the moon....never go werk leg injured...got 4 days pay fine cos i never go werk few days back... i geting my pay but after paying all my fines i no more cash... not even enuff to eat...its okie...at last all the blames on me...i just wished u understanded me better and toked things out back then...im not wat u think i am...sad haiz.... live 19 years in this werld and the only person whu really loved me was my dead grandpa.. even he is not here...still remember grandma scold him but everyday after werk he will buy sweet all for me ... he bought me my 1st bicycle when everyone in the house apposed it... if oni he was here... i would have never thought of having gf all....my life sure happy...he also left...my gerl also left...still remember the times i spent with u...now u regret knowing me....since birth i have been cursed ....if i die will u cry... if im not there will u still think of me.... ive already xplained everything....i just wanna meet one last time...i dun mind taking the blame that im the one made us the way we are now....my design i dunno how...my studies i dunno how...my frens i dunno how...just wanna say... wait till after i die b4 u go on with a new guy... wonder y i was born to live this kinda life...thankz for the love u showed me...thanks for kisses...thanks for spending time for me...and thanks for throwing me away ..

Sorryyyy

2007-06-24T15:41:00.000+08:00

Sorry For everything...U can put the blame On me.. Even if the blames on you
Ill take that blame from you...

Sakongsa

2007-06-21T20:42:00.000+08:00

TOday overslept never go werk.. whole day at home... last nite met member dome then member monaco... new helmet comin up.... very sad actually if i gone werk more pay.... but nvm still get pay on this 5th june.... can pay all my fines and finally be secured in this financial prob thing....arai passed finaly ... feel happy for u bro.... and hadi.... lol we the same now.... sabar mau lebih beb.... hidup susah i know....and fuck everyone ... bye....

sad shyt

2007-06-08T10:42:00.000+08:00

Alot OF Things Happen ..Times LIke this That mAke ME say LOrd IF U see ME PLZ COme My Way......haii....few days ago My Fren asked Me a Favour To Send HIm From Sembawang To Tampines at 12am by my bike cos he wanted to Meet his ex after so long to give her a surprise on her bday....He like so sad cannot move on haiz....So I Agreed we went there....like hindustan movie haha ......he called her to wish then suddenly knock on the window then pass her the present and tok awhile.....thats so sweet sia....i was hoping they could patch.....while he was toking to her through window i just sat down smoking stick after stick .....but i did a good deed hehe.....then the next day got my pay went to pay motor installment met another fren....went kopi with him tok tok.....then we got lost on the way home.....end up in cemetary......scary...but very peaceful i even sat there thinking alot stuff.....haiz and yesterday my another fren sad.....having fam prob....i went to lepak with my motor frens then went to meet him spend time at playground lol....hope he becomes happy soon...and my baby msg me ...was so happy sia ....wish an angel could come down to help me...i dun really know wat to write ...need to wait for 12th june......hope everything goes well.... i have faith in my feelings and my baby....haha someone just got hp sia....so cuteeeeee my syg......love u dear..

REMp-IT

2007-06-02T16:21:00.000+08:00

Wah Haiz...Today never go werk COs overslept....Went to doctor take mc cos wait need to pay for LD......went for riding with Roy arep all ..... all then ended up racing......I could not belive my stock Kr came in 2nd behind arep modified Kr..... 3rd was tzm then sp followed by rxz lol,.... the guy so sad....hope to get to know the Mat motor better.... and Gonna get the sticker soon.....so bored..... 2morrow going werk.....Miss my baby... want tok to herrrrrr.....Syg call meeeeeeeeee want tok to uuuuuuuuuuuu......just hope never kena anymore fines haiz..... tuesday get pay hopefully im financially secured then can happyyy weeeee....!!!!!

waaa

2007-05-31T15:46:00.001+08:00

Mewww.... Alot Of things Happen....Yesterday Go sch then come back so tired like wanna die... then My Baby Online....So happy haha the day b4 we never tok at all...was so sad... i even called her in the morning when i woke up.... her voice make my day......then decided to join her to go her sch cos got some musical.....hehe the musical was waste and no meaning lol but got my baby beside me so it was okie haha... she was hot.....then after the show came home and never sleep cos 3am i had to get ready to go werk and i finished werk just 2 hours ago ....ride in the heavy rain till soaking wet haizz.......haiz so tired gonna hit the bed soon ar....waa too tired guess i have to rest....life normal i guess....Dunno when my Design Gonna be made.. My Member say friday now say sat..... but all i know is Helmet kluar Sure people Respect me..... Racer of the MOnacoo..... HIdup MAti MOnacooo....!!

Sadsad

2007-05-29T20:39:00.000+08:00

Today was Kool....Paid my fine ANd Now BRoke..... Went Out with Barry MY Classmate... I Dunno wat HAppen,,, HE like somE Anti Social Guy in Class. THen suddenly come TOk to me BOut MOtor ALL....then after sch WE Go RIde RIde...HE teach me Alot thiNGs.....WE Even GO HIs MEchanic.....POwer NOw I kNow Wat My KR Is Capable OFf.,,, RIding Bike IS NOt onLy BOut Speed.... NOt ONly BOut Design....THis Friday GOing LAvendar MAke MY PasspOrt And Take MY Helmet Design.....scared OF people Reaction.... wanna LOw PRofile as Possible.......hmmm LIfe OKok I guess....Got att TO my Baby.... BUt oni 2 days so cant say much... Hope she online later.....hmmmmm Cant wait to PRaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!

SADSAD

2007-05-25T21:34:00.000+08:00

HAiz Blogging after SO long.... Sad sad Life.... Always get fined by Traffic pOlice for lame reasons... I just paid a fine now got another fine while riding home after sch.... the traffic police think im rich just cos i ride a sportbike then anyhow fine me.... parking fine ,,,, double yellow line fine now signal fine.... i dunno how im going to pay all this .. im only werking sat and sun ,, the money is not even enuff to pay my installments and minyak and i also got this fines.... i dun even eat at sch just cos of minyak... riding from woodlands to tamp and airport.... acciddents also repair then cose money,... now my comp also anything can just breakdown... the d drive cannot read and my comp startup is wierd way,.... used to have a repair shop nearby now that computer shop also no more,,, no money too... later going werk at 4am ,,,,, sunday werking must wake at 3am... werk so hard all my money going to government... dun even have money to top up my starhub prepaid card.... so sad....dated a gerl yesterday... she very cute.....but i dunno if things can werk out.... guess have to go with the flow.... her blog i read some things bout the ex....haii not nice to read ....i dunno if im good enuff..... she never even msg me say farewell today,,,,, she going to ubin for camp 3 days.... hopefully she msg me when she is back.....the date was ok fun...very cute gerl....hope can make her my babygerl.... at least she can brighten up my day....updating after so long haha....dunno y also ,,, so stress up actually.....

My Sad LIfe

2007-04-02T10:27:00.000+08:00

Been Really LOng SInce i Update haha ........HAving Sad Life as USual But THis TIme Really HEart pain.... alot of things Including Bke In SHop After Some Accident .....My Painwerk No mOre haiz......sure anyone see look down on my bike........Cant werk due to HEart pain so TOday took off .....I got Ite Tampines......BOring.....Shuld Never Put HOpes On Anything OR Anyone ALot ,.....!!! Thankz for reading people WHu Take Bus Everyday.....

2007-03-09T18:16:00.000+08:00

Well Went To Tamp Ite for this week NExt tues Got Test ... They say if pass then get the sch.. i DUnno...Riding my bike HAD No major prob till few days ago....MY Brake LIke Tk MAkan Which can LEad to major accident ... whenever braking the bike jerking haiz and going expressway more than 100km per hour suddenly whole bike off , i think batt wiring got hal .... i kena 2 time already lucky no car behind bang me....haiz. gonna bring to the shop hope they repair and make it better......Gonna go werk 2morrow get my pay change footrest i guess.....JUst hope my bike Can be cured and i wun die in some lame accident.....I was scolded and Kena MAki for no reason by someone ....I dunno wat to say anymore....HAiz JUst hope Get sch .....!!

Wohoo

2007-02-24T09:39:00.000+08:00

WEEEEEE!!!!!!! finally Can blog ,,,,, Had some PROblems With Internet Explorer NOw ITs OVer.....Alot OF Things To Write,,,,,hmm On The 12/2/07 I passed My License With A mAgnificent TP Result....Then Thanks To Fadli ANd Mannan Few Days Ago They Tompang me To MAh Motors And I Bought A Beautiful KRR,...Wohoo My Syg so Cute......BUt NEed to Change foorrest Handlebar and mirror Cos its standard.. I got the cash to change it to racing...And That same day fad tumpang me go orchard .... MEt khairul the fat shyt.....hadi raihan ,,,,we all Played Pool At lucky plaza , i was second with 2 wins one lost haiz....haha .....Today im going to the motor shop to sign the final documents and maybe monday i can kluarkan my bike....wohoo officially Kawasaki mohawk ,,,,,,Also took my 1st 4D number lol grandma pakse me Take my motor number ,,,,, hope it strikes 1st prize teros i buy Hayabusa lol.....My frens is airport like wanna try my bike dunno if i shuld give them try ....and one hot gerl asking me to teach her motor ..... i just wanna fuck lol.......k then all the best to Raihor in his tp this march and HOpe i can change my footrest as fast as possible .standard is lame

hmm

2007-02-08T23:53:00.000+08:00

Been weeks since i update i guess... gonna update like last time soon ,,,,,maybe only,,,, maybe from tuesday onwards... at the moment nuthing much just rutine stuff.. my prepaid low contact my ex after so long few days back then hp low ,,, she treats me with harsh werd and stuff but afterall still my syg once ,,so i relek....:(!!!! i need to sleep....hopefully someone can top up for me using atm card......

sad

2007-01-24T00:53:00.000+08:00

Hmm Haiz Wanted to Post a Happy One But cant,,,,Failed My Tp circuit zero Points road 36....can oni blame myself....Fad Tumpang me And Show The TUrning And Stuff... Dunno wat to Do already.... Feel Like Loser... Its all BAd Luck...Hope can Pass next time....not schooling anymore...Hopefully get a sch...hopefully get bike...later werk aiya need to go...life is boring oni werk and home...maybe ill book in some cash to book rr again or no need book , just take tp if i fail then just forget everything...

hi

2007-01-17T18:56:00.000+08:00

MUhahaha This Few Days Have Been Sad Fuk Dayz....Im Sure Im NOt gonna Meet anymore BEtina's In My Life again....When FOr MOtor SP Yesterday.... RR TOday Sp Again 2morrow..RR on FRiday then Wats LEft IS the Big Day....I have frens WHu Failed badly 1st time and fren whu PAssed WIthout a Sweat 1st time , I also Got a Fren WHu Claims HE cant PAss Even Affter 2 or 3 TImes...ALot OF hopes ....MOney WErk TIme GUrantor ,,,ALot OF things.....I just HAve to PAss...more than Anything Else In THis werld ..... WEll Yesterday As USual SHow OF MY S course lol....HOpe i dun get cursed ,, Well My Main Intention Was TO TOk to THis gerl i saw At There,, SHe repeated prac 4 cos i saw her the last time i went there...Even After PRac tried to follow then she go inside shell ...IT would be too obvious if i walk that way home lol....SHe very slow hope she can pass.......my plank getting better ,,, e break also...well just the road ,,, i shuld take rc but its okie , im confident for my circuit ,,, just the rr have to help me ...HOping to get 12 points and below and buy my bike , so i can go sch again on aprill once i get this Sch i just went to apply today .... hmm 2morrow is another day at werk...wat a fuck day...still haven get my locker...hope dun kena 9w or s2 even IC ,,,, i just hope easy flights man ,,,,thursday is a rabak day for malaysia flight cargo ,,haizz....got gulong ,,, now ez link money eat alot sia cos adult fare ,,,, if it was still student fare i c ould save like near 100 dollars per month....now im like using 100 just for transport,,,, i rather pump oil with 100 and get to places faster .....Just hope Things go well , I dun need anyone or anything , just gimme my license and my bike....Ill make it rain on your hoes...
P/s Fucking BEtina I hope u BUrn IN HEll FOr THIs SHit

Fuck

2007-01-09T00:02:00.000+08:00

Wa Very LONg never BLOG....Really stressful WErking Life BUt I MAde my 1st k Wohoo..Now just wait for TP and see HOw my Destiny ...I dun really LIke this FUcking Shyt WErld , Self Centered And MAterialistic PEople....ALl they care Bout is MOney ANd The Fame , Fucking Education and stuff..... Oni i know wat im toking bout....hmm hope all this change,,,,,accident few days ago , peng too much in the rain i when crashing and skid in the road ...alot blood bruised injuries ....but its okie , i rather die in some motor race......When u Accident Everything is LIke so Sudden.... So even if I lose my LIfe i wun PRobably know it .......

new year

2007-01-01T17:49:00.000+08:00

new year Today go werk never celebrate or anything ...then werk got hal .. having sad life , really no mood ,,, on the 3rd january closing this blog ,, thanks to anyone whu have read my entries...

SADSHYT

2006-12-28T00:50:00.000+08:00

Yesterday Off GO Pool WIth MAnnan ANd Faris kinda FUn... Saw WEsley There lol Everytime i get to mEet Him In WIerd PLAces LIke back to back....K ar got this GErl NExt table wa So cute but I think She with her bf .Lucky guy ar....THen Today After WErk JUst came Back FRom LEpak , SMoking ALot Nowdays ....Saving MOney for MOtor By WErking everyday ..Everyone take off i still WErk Cos i Got no liFe...Today 2 Hot babe Eye Contact with me waa So happy lol BUt i never MAke any move ...cos i miss her ..although I dun TOk to u I miss u .....Wish I can Go Star Gazing with u again like last time...The last thing i heard From Her mouth is really FUcking sad .......Haiz :(

werk

2006-12-26T00:55:00.000+08:00

everyday werk oni tuesday off...tp next month...gona close this blog soon.. no meaning in this thing...

i Wann Fuck U

2006-12-10T00:00:00.000+08:00

This Is my 101st Entry Since I started BLogging...Wohoo made my blog last year one of my ex help me make....Okie just back from NAveen WEdding Dinner...Feel Happy for HIm Married To the Gerl he love....THe day Okok ar .. NOt even One bAbe sia MEpek day....2morrow onwards GOnna WErk Everyday means Noone can Hear from me Unless U sms me or sumthing......Might be online awhile at night ,,, JUst passed my prac last night....Still ABit unsure bout stopping LAne and row ... hopefully can correct it .. MOnday my next prac and ONe more then ITs all Over Just need to practice sp and rr Then Tp Then Wohoo... Cagiva Mito Or KR In MY carpark ... can ride to werk ,,, Sch is over Really stress... Hopefully after get result can apply for Higher Nitec and I can Get INto it ... I scared NEver get HIgher NITec then Aprill I need to GO INSide THe Shyt NS.. They already send me the letter.... IM too young to go in and i also dun wanna leave my bike behind and go army .....MErepek lIFe BUt still Can Tahan ar...Hopefully Everything TUrn OUt well ANd I can Smile WHen NEw year With MY HIgher NItec entry ANd Bike Thats all I need ..Ive not done any sins lately and avoid every possible sin i could do so i know everything is gonna be FIne and i wun need to go ns ....haiz werk is gonna be hard ... somemore everyday werk ...Life is so hard ....ITs Okie At least I got A Financial Surport And SOme dreams and Hope In LIfe rather than sit at home PLAy Rs...But MUst also CHIong My Rs after werk 2morrow ....mining few more can mine iron ,.....HMM MOnday night after werk need to rush home bath change go BUkit gombak hope i can make it ,...

hmm

2006-12-07T23:44:00.000+08:00

Haiz Really sad ar...4th time faill... i sacrifise so much for bike .. werk so hard .. so many other things ... and fail for the 4th time , he said he wanted to pass me then last min i go stop wrong lane...all the people whu sangkut today pass xcept me...gonna be 3 weeks stuck in prac 6.. just 2 more but so far .. dunno if mon can pass ... i cant take license by this year .. too late ,, boring life sch just finish , hope can go tamp ite for higher nitec...gonna werk everyday starting sunday . sat fren wed so off ... really dunno wat is the motive in life

sad shyt

2006-12-05T10:49:00.000+08:00

1st My mOtor I fail 2 times In a Row after SO LOng . DUe TO some LAme Accident at Road LUcky The bus Behind me Stopped IF NOt I would Be In A Coffin Rite now . 2NIte im Retaking hope can pass .. Just have bout 20 days move to achieve my mOtor Dream /..2nd i played soccer in ADmiralty Kick the floor and broke my toe ,, Well At least Thats wat i THink.. WEnt TO doc She Said MAybe ITs sprain 3 Days LAter IF Still NOT Ok come see her again . NOW its already 5 days later Grandma say she no money and the pain has lessen but My toe still bend akwardly . i cant even wear slippers abit move or stretch the toe hurt like fuck but i can walk normal though .. JUst hope i heal from this shyt and Everything turns back to normal once again ...Haizz ITs really stress when u cant use your body the way u used to USe it..Break a bone u will Understand wat im saying....And tomorrow and the day after that My exam after that ME holi ... maybe friday rest then from sat onwards werking everyday.....hmm life is sad ....Woke up to a Special dream today....Dreaming 18 years but NUthing was as Real AS TOday . The dream was Like 1st im walking across this blk top story i think i see this home under constrution one bangla sleeping outside the home and the rest i think go makan ... i saw tv set all inside so i tried open the gate which looked like locked but could open quickly went around the home to LOok for money and i saw this wallet on one of the bedroom waaaa.. alot 50 dollar note .... i quickly grab and cabut from the place went to the furthest staircasesit down put the money in my bag ...then i saw THis Cute gerl waaaa ... I never seen her real life b4 but it seemed so real .... i can still remember the face so cute.... she came down the stairs i think take lift then she was checking the dry riser dunno ape stim right in front me so i said "hello" few times then she look and we start toking.. lol and she sent me home ...hmmm romantic sia ,,, need to find her in real life ... she is the Real Wanita Idaman Im searching For......haiz I remember she told me her name and sch i forgott ....fuckkkkk .,....I never felt this way bout any dream b4......she is made for me sia!!!!!............

P.s Hope my toe can Heal .. Its obviously fractured haiz......i scared it wun heal !!!!

MY sad Fuck

2006-11-27T19:01:00.000+08:00

....MOrning wake up nevver go sch..go bbdc make my PDL....then came home...my fren passed his tp Just now..happy for him..ANd then come home go cut hair....maybe besok gi sch....Life is boring i wanted to take my prac as fast as possible but my next prac wed night....haiz too long ineed to get a bike....fuck all the other loserzzz.....I hope i can improve in my circuit and get zero points then road get 2 point then i pass my tp with fucking COlors the next day get a bike then PRAAAAAAA all the way .....This weekend werk very tiring so tiring..come home i KO.....i just hope i dun lose this job then i can live with my bike dream and die a happy death ...

asdasd

2006-11-24T22:43:00.000+08:00

Perah PErah And MORe praaaaa!!!!! Wohoo Never Update cos Mls...Everyday sch or kluar lepak or mOTor ,,, Today morning go MOtor Self pRactice FOund out my PLank is mepek like last time ...Then go back home go jumpe fren at clementi then on the way home See my Wanita idaman weeee...1st thought kena aaavoid tapi tired i think....then go makan ...waaa Finally feed me so happy !!! can feel the love the way kena feed lol...then after that go MOTor prac again wohoo im so happy ... yesterday rtt today assesment oni get 8 point its like im istimewa .....lucky plank never drop then happy arrr... weekend kerje get cheque monday go deposit money in bank and make pdl and Wohoo im hitting the road , 3 more prac and I can RIde bike ,,, hope she will be the 1st person to ride my bikeee.....mew mew...but still sad haizz i dunno how to PRoof something..

cagiva mito

2006-11-14T21:52:00.000+08:00

Wah Long time never BLog...My LIfe normal .. JUst skip sch few times and MAnaged to make it . waiting for RTT on the 23rd then im on my way to TP and Get my Cagiva MIto , I dun want KR anymore its so common and people all got it , Cagiva Mito is a Italian Sport bike which is MOre expensive then KR but Better in LOOks and speed and conering maut all , haha .. I Count already I Got enuff money to PAy off the MOtor THing... But i scared MY werk i kena sack or wat then my motor GOne haiz....cos IF 2 years then maybe me no ns so i werk and PAy if 3 year then i dunno How . Cos once da masok NS then NO werk .. after ns come out the werk sure no more then cannot werk then no money .. so i have to like next year higher nitec then poly 3 years then go ns its too old but i can go in with my cagiva with all paid and oni need money for petrol and small minor things can take my time find werk and Pay for the maintanence wohoo....Cagiva mITo !!! i love u....

wohoo

2006-11-09T15:03:00.000+08:00

Wohoo Today overslept never go sch ...My teacher gonna kill me 2morrow i just promised him i will go sch regularly 2 days back lol...nvm ar he good heart.....last nite was COol...I took WHite tag NUmber 1...a tag that i had worn and never Failed a single prac......it was cool , i finally can book rc and sp ...he even said im the best among everyone whu took the prac ....thats like more than enuff to pass the inside circuit . i just need to be consistent , S course is my favourite , the instrutor after i finish keep looking at me like wanna say sumthing then look down then finally he show me the good sign , even the instrutor is jealous of my conering maut skills....now just need take rtt then im on my way to heaven with my cagiva mito or Kr ....life normal ....sch is i dun care ....hope can lepak again ...i guess tthis good luck came from the Strange thing i encountered that night....LAter going BBDc for theory...MOnday is WHole day BBDc day hopefully i can get a bike by december 25 aha....haiz sat and sun kerje ,, Surely the sakong brotherz kecoh lol.....mepek sia 24hour some stupid shyt inside plane also playing , 30 year old man also kecoh.....nowdays i never sit near the doorway i go inside cargo hole stack ar ...everyone werk must hardship also ....those budak baru body bigger than me but weak like hell i also dunno how , 3k 9w S2 if this 3 flight dun have my life easy sia seriously....and also CZ....haiz kk i go smoke , haha oh ya that time prank my adek she dunno i whu :( wat a sad thing man...

asd

2006-11-01T00:07:00.000+08:00

HAiz Sakit HAti arrrrrrrr.....Sakit hATiiii....Sakit hATIIiiiiiii......Mcm mane nieeeeee....Bileeeeee....Haizzzz...Fuckk..Sakit hati ar... heart PAin arrrrr...haizzz Haizzzz

HAve u ever felt Lonely

2006-10-30T12:15:00.000+08:00

Wohooo Finally Update haha ,,, MY Life is Normal....Passed my lane change and NOw pylom and Slope easy ....My motor the oni prob now is MONey , HOpe i get some rich fren whu can downpayment my bike and pay for my lessons , then monthly i can pay myself....lol...werk ok ok ar , NOw close with the morning shift fuckers...people like raden is like my best fren there lol ,,,FUcking nabei it all started out from ONe stick now we are brothers , dayat..agus ,, Uncle sam lol.....but sunday abit hard ar , S2 and 3k the departure i do like 20 mins alone then got people turon the front , 20 mins is fucking alot to suffer in a 3k flight cargo hole........mls to go sch already , hope my ns can differ , dunno ar alot thing to write , i know which slut is tagging me , plz lar u tag me blank with no name also i know whu , not every gerl i bas3rd got my blog add lar slut.......

Cannon rock

2006-10-13T22:22:00.000+08:00

TOday came back from werk So tired , MY Boss take same bus with me dunno wat happen he sit beside me halfway i wake up he gone lol hope he understand , then sleep again till interchange lucky some gerl wake me up , last nite lepak then never sleep 4am go kerje , now later maybe go sleep then got werk again , need to get alot money for bike.... Thats the oni thing that is Giving light to my life ,kerje can ar , Have some Power members always make joke laugh laugh , No matter werk hard the people baik sure can happy....Oh ya lane change haiz ,Need to take again....no lighter got gulong oni , dun wanna buy sg rokok anymore waste money , need to find time to go admiralty deposit cheque....Life really hard...Prepaid gonna finish also , wish someone would top up for me ..... oh ya last nite we all lepak then this old man come sit with us tok alot , maybe he lonely , then he keep saying he see my face like sumthing not right , drunk then tok shyt ar he...tkpe....My soccer gone ar , cant play anymore , Since the day i broke my leg i cant PLay the way i used to be , I think everyone in my pondok sure noticed that....I lose everything i had in life haiz....

gagagag

2006-10-09T14:28:00.000+08:00

yesterday POwer at werk , MY flight was CX S2 CX CX cX CX lol all cx xcept one fucking sahara which i nearly die inside O1....LUcky the officer say go up passenger wait for last min bags, Wa all the sahara fuckers walk by me look at me like one kind , never seen a COlored mohawk guy in The werld b4 i think...then Go home sleep , haha hope 2nite got lepak can play soccer, now off , dunno when got slot again , hope daut Can help me get slot , HE my satan member lol , INside LEpak room supervisor toking then joking like fuck......anyway sat when town with faris and mannan , lol i organise things is super cool , i morning wake up msg faris , tk kluar ke? he say tk ...then i msg mannan tk kluar ke? he say no , then i add both ... nk kluar ? both say ok lol then we go juntion 8 find job for faris lol he got pick up line problem , then go pool , my 1st time play pool , then go shisha alot minah sak .... all hancur can see.....after than go home never sleep next day go werk ......kk thats bout it , hmmm the person whu tag me . fuck u slut,,,bye

Sad

2006-10-07T14:15:00.001+08:00

Been werking few days in a Row.....GOt my pay yesterday still haven cheque it.....MY next pay could be bomb if i werk everyday but today i took off.. oni one day ar rest at home , since i werk this week the most i slept is 3 hours sia....Nvm one day rest then besok kerje again haiz...hope monday daut give me slot ....if he make slot today then i not there its sad life....No more rokok , wanna buy also like waste money so nvm....Just heard some things from my frens... The werld is a very sad sad place....and in this sad sad place there are many heartless and mepek people..... hope all of them burn in hell for this shyt.......so motor license on hold , need to find time to go do it ... still saving furiously for my KR...maybe APrilla or Sp ar , ALL bike is NICe......hmm Today guess no plans...stay home rot.......BUT may go JUntion 8 with faris mannan then go main pool then shisha , lol i just got my pay pe.....Thats all bout my life , i covered job money motor and fren ....oh ya gerl not yet cover ....hmm no gerl so no need cover ,,,andd Life = fuck ,,,,,,,Eh ya forgot , a stewardess said i handsome ,,,, 3 gerls which 1 lawa 2 mepek said i handsome , wohoo , my new hair color and mohawk as Attract too much attention....k ar 2 guy said my hair color nice , cos they jealous ,,,, muahahahaa.... I dunno how my werkplace all know i taking motor , aleh2 all ask me bile nk kluarkan bike , i was shock,,, i just said i gonna bring out my african twin lol....and ya , My airport fren shamir his dad passed away ..dunno how to comfort him , keep quiet also like wat sia , hopefully his family happy....then can go shoping with him again lol..he buy so many thing in one day walk walk around cwp...k ar bye want go bath!!!!

stress

2006-09-30T18:22:00.000+08:00

Life Is Really Stress Last NIte Ton with zak Then come back home morning , Too tired that i did not hear my alarm , i had MOtor PRac and i Did not go , $23.10 wasted , and NOw i have no money , And WErk I dunno y They Seem To Not want me to Werk So i just stay at Home no money no nuthing... LAst term HOliday i wanted werk everyday to buy my bike but i broke my leg , tis term is They no slot .... So i need to find a new job but its not that easy ....Guess i just have to stop my prac and forget bout buying a bike.....And my pay not yet come in hope they not cheating me , ON date 5 my cheque never come in i gonna break thier face even if its inside airport....Fucking stress dun even have rokok....KERje problem = no money= no bike= sad life........and the gerl i really wanna get to know also never layan like that haiz........wat fuck can i do to change this man.........I NEED MONEY!!!!!!!

KawaSaki Dok

2006-09-25T08:57:00.000+08:00

Hello Im No LOnger the MEw u KNew , JUst changed Email To KawaSaki-Mohawk@hotmail.com.... actually yesterday and today suppose to werk but supervisor buat hal never call one , In this rate i wun save enuff to buy bike , Guess i have to slowly patienly releks...Got abit fever and Running Nose , resting at home ....My Motor Also I dunno how , LAst NIght i Called someone , wa Cute the voice.......HOpe can meet later , last nite said Not Sure dunno how .....DUNNO HOW THings gonna go today , its just 9am.......hope everything go well , Just met razak and samsi few days ago , after so long , wa member da ader bike seh ...but pity he werking like mad to surport himself and his bike , k ar thats all ...... Next time= Juicy details...

dfsf

2006-09-21T16:01:00.000+08:00

CHEEBAI....CHEEBAI...Kaninabe chao Cheebai puki mak kau kepala Buto Fuck.....sad life ar haiz!!!!Gonna take motor prac later , Really sad life , gonna werk till die 3weeks , i got rokkkkkkkok maybe can smoke till die 2nite , bye!!

Wah dream gerl

2006-09-20T13:36:00.000+08:00

So long Never Update , Life has been Normal , Finnaly passed my motor prac and my next prac is 2morrow ...abit nervours hehe but hopefully can pass , HOldiays starting gonna werk everyday and earn enuff to buy myself a KR....yesterday Went BBdc Top Up my Acct , then Folow Ziq go town He wanted buy sumthing ...Then go Bk eat , something power happen but if its power or not later i will know maybe ill update it in my next entry....Long time NEver Lepak once i werk everyday i dunno how i gonna cope....will be tiring but i have to werk for my bike....Hope i can finish my prac and thoery end of this year and by december sch closing time i already riding my dream bike , even if last day of sch i wanna bring it into the coumpound and do my Stun 101 haha...Wanted change techno but seems like many people still love it so will change it abit later....oh ya i cut my hair now short abis the mohawk pon small small oni .... aiya if oni long hair yesterday sure power abis ,, 2nite maybe lepak at DOk corner oni the doks Know...ABout dome maybe friday lepak kalau free.....

Lepakzz

2006-09-09T11:43:00.001+08:00

MEww This whole week got alot lepak and not even one day i was at home... Lepak With members , play soccer then all sit down tok bout few years back all the merepek things we did Like jumping off second floor of school..breaking into room and steal tie and stuff ... lol muk open his techno then open some techno moves , gonna go werk soon , 1st time go werk after so long...haiz hope my leg can take the pressure....stress dok , need money for my bike thats y go kerje , dunno when take prac , i need to make it to Tp b4 this year then december kerje then come out january i got bike , if i go higher nitec can go some ite with bike if go poly also can bring bike ....My techno life will be complete ..haha.....anything call me man this 2 days i werking , monday got phase test but i got physio , think i cabut physio .....Gonna change new song in few days time , New techno wohoooo........

kerje babe

2006-09-09T11:43:00.000+08:00

hahahhuhu

2006-09-07T23:09:00.000+08:00

exactly One week After My lAst Prac , 1st TIme Went TO Take Prac at Peak HOur abit expensive but Just went and Wohoo I pass , MY Gear 5 racing with my Fellow stranger....Happy ar finally pass , Now my money running low , Hope sat and sun Got werk MY Supervisor said he will MSg , if never then no more motor haizzz mewww.....Techno is cool , got new Fone but need techno ringtones all the website techno sucks ......2morrow got sch morning , maybe night Lepak with members , Tired seh haiz.......Anyone reading this got The POlyphonic Ringtone for the Song called Blue by reset Plz tag me send me MUacks!!!.....Now need to concentrate on money and Motor and abit study and abit techno and of cos my lepak members , We forever together , Even if kena chase by spiders In the middle of Night at Pasir ris lol.....

fuck

2006-09-01T20:34:00.000+08:00

LIfe is Sad , ANd mepek...... After nearly 2 monThs take prac , ONi 2 people me and one more guy he pass i fail again ... i dunno wats wrong , Im like One more fail i gonna quit this motor shyt , i werk like fuck then fail fail cheebai ar i rather buy digimon play at home , 2morrow told my supervisor gonna return to werk , but i mls wanna werk now , 4am wake up go kerje haiz , Sad sia my life ....Most probably i gonna quit my job and quit motor and forget all my dream just Live sad life alone.....fuck ar , boring sia life..... haiz my study also gone case , just now go jaming and suppose to lepak at night , after jaming too tired to go lepak im now posting entry ....sory lepaking memberz ,how sia i dun wanna werk .... SAD lifee...got fever running nose bored ... kauu this entry is LAme sia , bye ar!!!!!

Blood Test

2006-08-29T01:03:00.000+08:00

Today Had To Go CMPB For Medical Checkup , was nervours bout blood Taking my whole lIfe never kena b4... my appointment was at 8am lol that was the time i woke up so took Taxi go there , Everything smooth , Smoking always got me power frens lol , I smoking alone then got this gangster all come tok to me , new memebers lol . we all toking like we know for years , making fun of people and stuffs, the it thing was long then came home , Haiz my leg really weak even the guy said it , i can feel the bone moving when i place my hand over my kneecap while moving thats wierd , like spring moving , maybe cos its weak , im not sure haiz , But its certain i lost sumthing important haiz , i can never do wat i did last time , Wanna book motor but scared cannot manage , just hope as time pass my leg improves.....Army is Fuck ... oh ya i saw this gerl from my ite there with her bf , sedih dok , haiz , if oni my gerl lol...

TECHNOOOO

2006-08-24T01:08:00.000+08:00

Next Monday Got ns Medical checkup , Need to tell them Bout my Broken Leg and Hopefully i no need ns ... Wohoo Techno is cool...I really miss My Secondary sch Days , Tapered pants and piyo piyo bikes , After sch Lepak till Night and even ton countless nights , With my members , Pondok was so cool , People Like razak and taufan and Shairul , we were like Brotherhood , Every weekend we had soccer matches , Even went to end of singapore like tampines and i always scored alot of goals , Smoke and soccer , No gerl no nuthing Life was the best..Till Ite lame stupid atmosphere...haiz Nvm Hope someday I can live the live i lived few years back...This friday Got Bowling Competition , I dun even know if i can throw the ball lol , Merepek ar , Need to heal my leg really fast so that i can get back to motor and werk ..hopefully later i wake up at 6am and go sch , got p.e.....can play soccer...MY NEw BLog song Is cool.....Looking forward to every friday cos every friday sumthing cool happens....Learning few songs in guitar...thats about it , nuthing more fun in life.....I wanna live somewhere else , With My Type of people , really miss those days , Fighting and running away from police , U know that the hood always Got your back , So i ask upon the fallen one plz give mY leg its strength back cos i got a life to walkthrough.....

SABAKUTAISO

2006-08-19T00:04:00.000+08:00

Yesterday Woke Up late And Cos Of That NEver go sch , So i MSg violent if after lunch got Lesson and he said no , so Since we all Free we went jamming lol , It was Cool , the drummer was Shahri whu oni knows malay song drums , bassist was Violent whu oni knows Jrock songs, and Rythm was Haziq who knows Gsf by Heart and Lead was None other Than your Very Own Vick[Gaara] yea whu knows every hard songs in this world ...It was Cool ar , We all play The song and Recorded it in Hp , The cameraman was Lukestyles....but i think shahri deleted it cos the vid Was Not taken properly or else can post in blog and frenster become famous abis , We are the best in the world , WE can rap and play any form of songs...So yesterday was a NIce day , oh ya 3 hot babes smile at me , MUst write that down ....today was MErepek lol , I dun wanna write at all ar wat i did....after Few months i Knew sumthing , People are racist , haiz....BUt fuck ar I got rokok i happy , Learning few songs in 2 days my weekend , my guitar skills gonna bring roofs down , and Probably starting werk in september , and start werk = start motor , i dun care if some of my frens already Tp or prac 7 or 8 , i will slowly but eventually get a fucking power bike and do my dream , enter the sch compound during national anthem singing standing on my bike , i dun mind even if i get fined or expeled from sch ....i can die happy that i did sumthing with my life..will change songs soon lol

I dun Belong here

2006-08-11T02:01:00.000+08:00

The Five to seven Minutes I spend In My Kitchen Smoking Siting On the Window Ledge Is The best Moments In My Life...Looking at the World Below All Quiet And u Smoking With NOt THinking Of Anything That is Happening , Problems stuff u want ect ect...Thats heaven man...!!!The Feeling is Unexplainable...Recovering Hopefully From My Knee inJury Although The below Part Of The knee Still Disfigured abit , 2 Nites ago I could Not sleep at all cos I was Thinking Of My Soccer and Most Impt My Motor License , How am I gonna do it , i cant Even Go up the stairs ....So i ended Up PLaying Guitar like 5am in the morning to noon...learned few songs fully....Sch really Boring Some New teachers LIke Anyhow accuse i never do werk i noisy..I just quiet and stare Away , I cant stop People From Commiting Sins....Need to wake at 6am Later to go sch ...maybe ill smoke One stick B4 Sleep...Hope can lepak Pondok , Fucking Boring Sia Life....Just post new song haha nice sia !!!
When you were here before
But Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
Youre so very special
But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

sfsdfsdf

2006-08-09T02:39:00.000+08:00

Today National day , no sch can sit at home and let my leg recover more , can walk abit now , really sad life of the things happening , wanna play game to relek also client prob patch problem , but i have rokok , about 4 packs , can last me till i die .. life is so Boring that i run out of things to write , ....

Konoha Senpu Vs Sabaku Taiso

2006-08-01T23:45:00.000+08:00

Mew Mew New skin DOink make for me, Thanks to him ....This few weeks IS Like Shyt , I just Hope My LEg heals And NExt MOnday i can walk To sch , But I dunno Wat The doctor Gonna say This friday , I hope he says i can walk , The pRoblem Is That My INjured leg is Too Small Compared to The other leg so I mIght not have the strength TO walk even if the doctor gives the Green Light , BUt wat iF the doctor Say Still HAven heal , haiz i Really dunno the current condition of my broken leg, But im training very hard using weights that Rock Lee from naruto Uses To Train , i train Every half hours till 5am , Hope my leg heals b4 this friday and i can start Walking monday , Get my 4 packs from the guy whu made this skin ..Go and LEpak at dome like i did last time , Get back to my practical and My werk , i miss airport too much.. Honestly i dun really like anyone in my sch cos we are not close at all , They means shyt to me , Its like wat the wwf they are my classmates for , Stupid lame people , Wish i can go my pondok , the people whom i really grow up with ......Hidup mati MAt Tapered....
p.s ----->leg heal = can wear tapered again

Son oF God....

2006-07-30T15:05:00.000+08:00

Hellooo , Never Update Very Long , 2morrow Physio , Leg condition is Unknown , Wat can i say , hmm , 1980s Rock rulez,!!!

BRoken WIngs

2006-07-20T03:16:00.000+08:00

Its 3.16am , gonna sleep soon , I really give up On this PHysio thing , when i was 1st injured the doctor said i would be rdy by august , then the doctor said he dunno if its healed already or not , then my physio said try doing some little excercise , my leg is not getting anywhere near better... i cant bend my leg , i cant walk , whenever i stretch my leg pain , and when i make my leg straight the kneecap is bulging out unlike my other leg , is this normal or wat , The doctors they just make future apoointments to make money , the doctor never touch and saw my leg , Its just still pain , sch gonna reopen soon , im not goin to sch , ive alrady failed my exams , my gpa is like nowhere near a poly going rate , im gonna fail , and of everything my leg is gone , even if i did walk i dun think i can do the stuff i use to back last time , i have done sins but this is too much for karma , fuck , my bike, my werk , soccer, got noone to share it with either ,

haiz everything breakdown

2006-07-14T01:06:00.000+08:00

FUck my mouse just spoilt, it takes me like so long just to move it across the screen , something inside break then the roller spoil , i wanna go get a Optical mouse but i cant cos my leg is fucking broken , AND bout my leg its maybe healing i dunno , i cannot bend i feel pain in my leg , i got physio comin up this monday , and the new mmorpg i wanted to play is gonna be open soon and i really wanted to start it but too bad for me my mouse is spoilt , gueeeeess i have to go some shop nearby with my broken leg to get a new mouse , fucking sad life...fuck ar , 2nd time my mouse breakdown and i cannot even get a new one this month......

Haizz...PAIN

2006-07-11T02:03:00.000+08:00

Dun really KNow wat to Update , Everyday I just watch tv eat sleep and of cos my computer, I took off my cast already and NOw my leg is so pain all over , I cant sleep cannot do anything so pain , haiz, And the doc said" i cant tell for sure if it is healed or not" after viewing my x ray, I cant walk , looking forward to my physioteraphy on the 17th , Really stressed up , If i ever get back my leg theres alot of things i can continue that are left hanging , BUt now so pain dunno wat to do , No medicine no nuthing , !!!!! K i heard sumthing from someone, I dun really know wat to say , i wanna think of it But wait terjadi mepek again then my life become more mepek , now already everything is mepek and my leg is mepek , the pain is mepek , FUck thats y my msn nick is Merepek ar.....

Sabaku no Gaara

2006-07-06T17:51:00.000+08:00

Wohoo Enuff oF my lEg and Sad Life today is a Day for Gaara , Yes Sabaku No gaara is His name Which means Death of the dessert in english ,Ive change my blog song to gaara's music when his life was sedih , Basically gaara Is A 13 Year old Ninja of this City called Konoha , He has this Monster within HIm Which is called shukaku or sumthing , its one tail monster ,His parents Made HIm INto monster when he baby , HE was A cute little boy when he was young..He had this ability to Control sand cos of the monster within him , Noone can hurt him or even make a scratch on his skin cos this sand barrier will auto protect him even if he dun want too , He wanted to make frens but kids ran away from him , he was so sad And Lonely ,whenever he try to make frens or tok to someone they will give him that look , yeah the monster look and run away , gaara was deeply hurt , he had noone he oni had this one guy with him , gaara trusted him alot and thought there was at least someone in this world whu loves him but he did not know that his own dad hired that guy to kill gaara cos they were scared gaara might get too powerful and uncontrollable , So there was This day his close fren or relative that guy lar , come attack gaara from the back wearing a mask , gaara auto protecting sand help him shelter , poor small gaara cried and used his sabaku kyuu and sabaku souso which is dessert coffin to kill him , and was deeply hurt to know the truth behind the mask and the dad , SO here was gaara Alone , Deeply hurt cos he was accused of killing his own mom When he was borned and HIs own dad trying to kill him and no frens no nuthing , As he used his sand POwers to tatoo on his forehead The werd LOve , as HE only love himself and he love to kill , He is the best , gaara is now one of the best shinobi and although he stoped his killing ways and stuff and become abit good thanks to naruto , he is The coolest and the strongest guy in the world , he is my idol and this song truly symbolise his sad life , and i can play this song in gita , i learned it for him , which is me , I am Gaara...

Lelaki Yang kacak

2006-07-05T15:26:00.000+08:00

Wohoo Mew mew mew , JUst woke up after sleeping just now the match between italy and germany ,,, was surporting italy the whole game till the xtra time italy did it , i was on my sofa jumping with clutches trying to celebrate tapi no more leg haiz , 2 more days to my X ray , i hope everything turn out well , hope i get back to werk , hope i get back to scoring goals in my pondok , hope i get back to my motor , hope i get back to walking running smoking and everything , Hope all the gerls die thinking of me , I playing this conquer online game , lvling up and become no life , I thought last time i have sad life , actually i was fucking happy , i was like the best soccer player in my whole planet , then now is sad , !!!!!! i wun do sins anymore , No more sins , PLz im a angelic..... k ar mepek this entry dun read lar , bye

LEft legs

2006-07-03T14:38:00.000+08:00

Haiz Need to wait till friday for My NExt X ray , MY whole life i oni want my werk and my motor and soccer , all this is on hold cos of my leg , ONce it heals i hope everything goes well , i really wanna get my motor by the end of this year , I Would like to dedicate this entry TO my LEft LEg --- all those times I scored IN my school team , MY lepak area and MY Woodlands under 16 times, MY LEft leg was there , I still Remember At the old sembawang MY 1st ever End to end Free kick I scored Just like beckham with the help of my left leg , The steovers i made with my left leg , haiz , soccer is the only thing im good at in my whole life and now that is facing problems , even if my leg heals will it be same as last time ? can i do the same things i did? haiz i even need my left leg to change gear in my motor , i need it to sidestand and mainstand the motor , wtf sia , cheebai ar , if oni my leg heals to 200% i will score more goals then ever , Pondok is mine for the taking , k ar i left one stick je haiz , fuck bye

mewmew

2006-06-28T20:03:00.000+08:00

My leg is still broke , 9 more days to my next x ray and i will know my leg condition...i still abit upset bout my werk my motor and many things i really no mood wanna type all that oni make heart pain , well , Few years back i started listening blackmetal ,even read translation of holy books those werds from god , a unbeliever knows more than a believer , i wish i could share all my knowledge bout everything here , but lol wait millions of people will be against me ,haha wanted to write alot ar , but fuck this world noone will understand or will try to understand the truth , this world is just a testing ground where god xperiment with us , whu the fuck will plan the start of everything and be so holy enuff to have also an end to the creation......a terrible end , stated he even can describe it , things that might happen to show the end is nearing , saving the believers and letiing the unbelievers to die and suffer the end , whu will let his creation suffer even if they did not believe in him , is that pure is that holy ? all this is shyt i go smoke brb ....................p.s the holiest person created the devil lol , ......

Sarong for life

2006-06-25T15:08:00.000+08:00

TOday MArks The 5Th day after My leg Was Dislocated , Life is Like fuck , I dun have ciggy my rokok all with ziq , i cannot walk , my motor license is on hold , my werk is on hold , my soccer future is On hold , Everything is On hold i Just sit home , play computer sleep and Tv haiz, I am WEaring Sarong at home , LoL , i never thought this kinda things will happen to me , I cannot bend my leg at all so i cannot even wear shorts or pants , oni sarong and belt on it lol , haiz 2 weeks later i got a xtra scan , hope my bone has healed , i still need to atend some exercise to learn to walk again in tan tok seng hospital , although no good things happened i was at least happy till this kinda bad thing happen.....Fuck sia i really wanted to werk this holiday to save money for my bike , guess not fated, haiz wat i can do!!!

haiz

2006-06-23T19:49:00.000+08:00

My leg is fuck, Went hospital again , they cast my leg from ankle to above tigh area , now i cannot move or do anything with my left leg, still in clutches,, next month got xtray again hope it heals b4 sch reopen , if not haiz, my motor i think must wait very long haiz....

Hidup susah,,,,

2006-06-21T20:13:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my exam , out of the whole papper i only knew 3 question , im gonna fail and i can do nuthing bout it , after exam go ziq home lepak then go play socccer, then fuck my knee kena dislocated and fracture go hospital , haiz dunno wat to write all ar , friday going to see bone spacialist , i dunno wats going on , my mottor prac this monring i cannot go , i got a broken leg now , clutches , pain, no more soccer and motor for me ,haiz , my hidup really susah sia!!

Terminal 1 c13

2006-06-19T16:40:00.000+08:00

Friday Lepak till late go home sleep MOrning 4am wake up go werk , Werk was easy on Saturday , Sunday werk also Abit hard but OKOK , Last Minute when going home time they give me UL Flight at C13......cheebai fucker, then i went home relek abit then go down lepak play soccer , thats all , 2morrow exam haven study , wed got motor prac i dunno wat fuck gonna happen , bye

MOtorist

2006-06-15T21:41:00.000+08:00

Morning woke up to mannan's MSg at 10.30,,,suppose to meet him at Woodland interchange at 10am tapi overslept so , mannan and one of his frens went to bbdc 1st ,cos that guy wanna enroll so i went bbdc later to top up my acct and book a practical ,yea im slow but i will still hit the roads while u guys take mrt and bus till u die , well mannan told me wanna go isap sheesha tapi last min he could not come pasal his mom tk kasi , to my shock i went bbdc and mannan's fren was my old werkplace fren , lucky we remember each other lol , those rokok stealing days still BRight in my Mind , haha then go CWp burger king eat the same thing i love for millions of years , " if u know me well u shuld know wat i ate" , then after that ziq msg me go town eat free ice cream i said yes , then arep my old werkplace fren ajak me go isap sheesha i also say ok lol , then told ziq come alone he dun want so i go lavender with arep ,suppose to meet his fren at lavender but we bebual bebual till get down at bugis then lost , took some bus go back lavender go update his passport then met his fren , and to my shock i also know him lol , last time werk samer2 , lol after very long we all headed towards arab street , yeah wohoo mew mew , go smoke rose flavour sheesha this time ,got little minah tkpe can still eyewash , we smoke smoke smoke till all tired , go makan at nearby coffeshop , cb the sheesha so expensive , then makan then go smoke then balik , guess i know alot people now , everybody's fren is sure i know one , im so famous , last fri went out with anip to meet his lepak frens , i also know 1 gerl and a guy from there dulu samer pri sch , wa the gerl still remember my name , she used to like me back in primary 6 , lol i was her lelaki idaman last time but i always avoid her .....hmm i free today and 2morrow but i taking prac from next week cos i wanna take a rest in my motor life , hope all go smooth , i ge tmy license soon , then go sch in motor , muhahaha all of u can Drool over my bike and get burned by my exhause pipe , hmm oh ya yesterday went lepak with old members too at nite , we played soccer till 1130 lucky i remided raihan that last train gonna come then oni we realise we played too long , if i never remember the time , i think we could have sleep at sembawang last nite lol , lucky ,,,,,my soccer still the same , still too pro , i wanna get more better ....MY PREpaid Gonna ENd HOpe someone Can top IT UP fOr mE haizzz...

nervoursssss

2006-06-07T21:14:00.000+08:00

HAizzzzzz i feel butterflies in my dick haiz , i feel like vomiting shyt through my dick and hope someone choke on my exhause pipe , BEsok prac , i nervours sia , hope i pass , haiz , morning need to meet my best fren shahri lol take my helmet liner then go take my test , this week hope gaji masuk then can deposit take the rest of my pracs and past my rtt then take pdl pass my tp then werk for like 2 months get my 1st bike , then happy forever , my life is complete , i can die in some lame accident and be happy cos i got wat i wanted , my dream come true my bike and me , this is my love story , haizzzzzzzzz

AngryMew

2006-06-05T11:37:00.000+08:00

MEwwww mEwww, weekend was really fucking , 2 days of hard shyt werk and airport kia ask me werk today also i said i got sch, wa the Malaysian flight kena offload then load wat the nabei they trying to do sia, haiz , well now going to bath then off to sch , this week my motor prac coming up , must really pass , haiz clutch and gear and praaaa , must werk and get enuff money to buy my 1st bike , pay dunno when come in , hmmmm hmmm haiz my right hand the bone is like dislocated , my left hand the shoulder part is cramp , my right leg is hancur due to motor accident , left leg is ankle pain due to soccer , basically my whole body is broken skeleton , i dunno how but have to pass my motor prac and do werk with this painful skeleton , haiz haiz haiz haiz i go smoke ar , fuck off lar cheebai,, anyone wanna play soccer msg me lar cheebai, anyone wanna go racing msg me to , im now budaktear the kawasaki ninja rider.....thanks , i know im pro

clutch and gears

2006-06-01T23:44:00.000+08:00

MOrning Woke at 6am siap then go Bbdc ,met mannan cos he taking his motor prac too , went there and took my 1st prac and passed lol , i was like speeding on the circuit with pro people around me, still got alot to learn make alot mistakes ar but when riding is smooth, hope i can get license as soon as possible, i dun need anyone anything , i dun need any shyt , just want my bike and a stable life , have to thank shahri and mannan for giving me tips on the prac . ...bout sumthing i really plan like months ago , its like dream waiting to happen but haiz guess i just hav to burn it or sumthing, its ok ar , i got rokok and my dream pass my motor , selfish sia everyone , kanina cheebai.

Waaa

2006-05-30T22:50:00.000+08:00

TOday although never gO sch really tiring abis haiz...afternoon go bbdc meet shahri then he went for his evaluation test i went for my theory , inside there all old man sia , some buisnessman all now oni taking license lol , then got 2 minah come in , power dok , lol im taking prac this thurs , hope pass , my balance gonna finish , need to top up soon, still got few more theory i think i take after my pracs , fuck shyt man... yea so just now after the theory came home then straight away go down cut hair , then i came home and saw someone call my hp , my fren for 6 years , having some emotional prob so i went down without hesistaion to sembawang , lepak tok tok then went home with another fren , send her home then now come home, oh ya i saw anto wohoo , lol i saw him and the lonely days guy , it was okok day ar , ok i got to be prepared for this thurs bye fuckers , kawasaki ninja is nearing me every second

Tired

2006-05-30T00:09:00.000+08:00

Haizzz today so tiring sia , Just now After sch go bbdc then go play soccer at bishan , just come back......tireddddddd tireddddd 2morrow not going sch , got btl 1.1....ok ar i just stay online , hope my wanita idaman online ,,,,,,, just hope this few days fly by well ......

Lawa Tk MY SYg ?

2006-05-27T15:21:00.000+08:00

WOhoo Today Off NO werk , LASt NIte came BAck FRom Werk AT 2.30 am really tired , hope mlm got lepak at pondok...hmm OK im gonna write bout my syg....i fell in love with my syg this few days ago lol , my syg name is kawasaki ZZR600....yeap, its dream bike of mine.....SPECIFICATIONS....Engine: Four-stroke DOHC inline four, 16 valves Displacement: 599cc Starting: Electric ....haiz but need class 2 ar , so Now i just have to relex and go step by step with nsr sp or tzm..............i want bike more than anything or any gerl in this world....

GIft from Flame

2006-05-25T00:10:00.000+08:00

This few Days Fighting THe battle to Wake up Early every morning , This morning as usual woke up late , then i went to the mirror and found sumthing strange , cos of werk and soccer i never really had time look at my own body , i was shocked to see fucking 6 packs , the abs i used to have in sec 3 time during my soccer time , i dunno how i got it back , so i try to tighten my muscle to see it more properly found out got 2 more on top lol , i got 8 packs can u suckers dig that ,hope i can keep them and not lose them like i did few years back....Afternoon went sch....met this 2nd year fren on the way , she is mepek always bang me purposely dunno wat she trying to proof , then sms me asking if her hair lawa , i just never layan her when she tok to me just now while my teacher stoped to tok to me awhile bout my absence...Then had my phase test so eaasy sia , i finish in like 10 mins and teacher checked it and said im pro wohoo....Came home sleep ar tired seh , then chat with ikah haha sweet seh she,, then see incredible tales then now toking with haziq bout some lame shyt mampat salah tempat matter...2morrow going to make my bank account for my bike thing then go town buy baju.....stress arrr i need my fuking kawasaki ninja bike.......

MEREPEK

2006-05-23T01:35:00.000+08:00

MUhahaha LOng time No update, kerje ar haiz , today just came back from bishan play soccer with ben and his teamates really tired ar but waiting for someone to finish sumthing , stress ar play there , sometimes haiz nvm....friday werk normal,lucky never kena hard flights ar but during QF flight i msg someone weee i got a reply , after seeing it although werking till 1+ that day i was not tired ar , abit happy,sunday pon kerje inside lepak room kecoh.....prank calling dunno how many people sia they all i just sit and watch the fun , got my pay already , wanna buy my clothes and start my motor dream , hmm also sumthing else i already plan but its really last min then i will know if can do , wanna cut my hair again ar that another shop barber cut mepek cannot even make normal mohawk nice nice one , haiz cheebai ar , if oni im bleesed with a wish i would ask the angel fmtbmg

Mepek arr

2006-05-12T15:36:00.000+08:00

HAiz Dunno wat to Write ar , WEll NEver werk so LOng 2nite maybe call Airport KIa see if 2morrow got WErk , i need to top up my prepaid sia , left 1 cent.....need to buy my 80 dollar shirt with my pants and need to buy new guitar , need to take license , stress , BOring arrr , hope can play soccer if no werk on sunday, every sunday is pondok day....weeeee... SOMEONE HELP ME TOP UP LEH <

MAd enuff to scream and Sad ENuff To tear....

2006-05-07T16:43:00.000+08:00

Dedicating this to all the happy people out there....
i was lost, on my own and I couldnt bear the thought of my life..I was gone, caught in the torturing memories And they burned like fire.water can never heal such pain..
Cant you believe ...Nothing is real....Cant you see....I cannot feel
Take me away.....Bury me in the sand......cause after all these years I am still the same.....a sad and bitter man.........
Crush my hope, grow my hate....Theres no home for me...Nothing to give, nothing to say....so tell me it's a dream ....

MEREPEK DOK

2006-04-30T12:27:00.000+08:00

Wohoo Today OFF after some hard werking days...2morrow got werk again i think , WA yesterday ok ar, we all kena some little plane , then all go lepak room and watch soccer , everyone betting and stuff, then at office everyone suporting my team man utd xcept zaki lol , he beside me cursing man utd suporting chelsea with one more budak airport haha , we all mepek , but sadly man utd lost ar then they all kecoh....we are sun city then got oldin and phoming i think , our crew the most mat rep and kecoh , i think sure got hal in few days time , thats the moment we united as one and fight as brothers of the airport kia,,,, lol then me and Hirwan that day more worst wanna steal thing then never find anything ,tkpe ar , actually we go one flight late , by the time we go there they finish already , lucky for me and him never kena pay cut , so yesterday was a normal day , although my body very pain haiz, then going home time at bus i always blast techno till noone wanna sit beside me lol. i purposely do that to chase away people whu are fat and ugly , i see minah change to reggae lol.....haizzz 2morrow werk again then tuesday sch , quit sch sua...........we are the brothers of the airport kia.....

Budak Airport

2006-04-28T08:34:00.000+08:00

LOng time No entry....Im going to werk in a few Mins time, haha started werk 2 days ago , airport is cool ar, can get inside plane look at stewardess all,My crew all MAt rep lol , got budaktear somemore , waaaa , but ok ar , we all listen techno and stuffs , we all enjoy and smoke inside office then yesterday the 1st thing i steal lol handband or wat i dunno ar , then get glove all , then MY ojt with One guy , he look like chinese but he malay , lol he syg me , teach me and give me thing all , haiz left 1 stick hope later they bring , today werking long hours , so i will come home 2morrow morning i guess, im not sure, wa the plane so big seh , but if kena lame plane stress ar , air INdia and 9w and 3k flights , all mepek ,AI somemore i think bring elephant all , heavy like fuck seh haiz, HOpe things go well , when i get pay i sure rich seh, THe boss is cool he oni know one werd and that is "cheebai" lol , mepek sak the office...HAHA k ar , HAve to go Wear my tapered pants and go kerje.
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. HIdup mati Sats

Broke as Fuck

2006-04-22T21:09:00.000+08:00

FEw Things That happened to me
** 20th april Got Fired From MY Werk PLAce due to Racism **
**TIll NOW I haven Smoke a Single Puff Due to No MOney , I oni have 100 ruppiah Wtf I can buy with that**
** Had a BBq Today could NOt go Cos no MOney**
In wallet zero cents, inside lungs Zero tobacco,inside mind alot problems,inside heart haiz broken..... Mepek arrr, haiz does anyone know how it feels to be broke as fuck....Hope monday the airport work start and give me the 1 million check.....ALL this Holi just stay at Home and PLay cs, The outcome is Miracle,, eh GUlong how much ar??

CLICK to ENLARGE LAR BODOH

2006-04-19T14:55:00.000+08:00

Wohoo im like fucking pro u can see it , i played cs and kill 42 and death 12 im the top frag for the whole game , i used artic and ak and pro, wow thats all bout it , maybe u can save this pic and put a frame hang it on your bedroom, byezzz

MEpek arrr

2006-04-17T14:45:00.000+08:00

Ever WOnder Wat a gangster might write in his blog , well i not gangster but i can Imagine lol , here is wat he might say....
we are Not afraid of anyone
to hell with everyone of u
we will take on your challengers anytime
we are always ready to kick your ass
With a ciggareete HEre we go
The band OF BRothers WIll nOt fall
Challenge us if u dare
set a time and we'll be there
From the crimson skies
to the highest elps
The brotherhood of the mats
well be the king from underground...

Prophet Vick

2006-04-16T14:27:00.000+08:00

Muhaha, actually nuthing to write ar , but i bored, since holi started never work a single day either no slot or i malas to go , then now no money , my hp gonna flat soon i think , so must werk , hope got werk , hope got no plans when got werk if not need to cancel cancel then sad life , i will be sad life for life ,k ar yesterday i went out , realli nice day , i haven told anyone bout it except luke ar , wait someday ill write bout it , wohoo i saw a orange moon byeee...

airport kia...///

2006-04-13T21:53:00.001+08:00

Today was cool , WOke up then went to changi airport , my 1st time in my whole life , cos since baby noone bring me there , i went with my fren for the job thing , we went there around2+ then i tell violent that i wanna see plane , then we walk , the plane big seh , then so big when take off nice , if oni got gerl sure romantic see plane take off , tkpe my fren was there lol , he mepek ar looking at stewardess all .....the stewardess lawa ar but nuthing special in them , then we went to terminal 1 via sky train , i thought some plane sia at last lame lrt thingy...then at there met the guy whom i still dunno his name , he is our boss i guess, then he drove us to airport police department where we got our pass, wahaha i got a airport police pass can u believe that , starting work in 2 weeks time , well i got a work now also lol , hope saturday my boss call me....then after take pass me and violent go jalan jalan at expo then try to masuk simei ite wanna eat cheap food but they got security ar , mepek , then we go home ar , actually can lepak somemore but far ar east and north sure i reach home damn late so i come ar, that sums up my day, maybe not gonna dye hair cos holi so short dye also no use , but i love dyeing hair so dunno , wanna play soccer also , soccer is my life , its the only way i can express my feelings, let out my emotion , haiz dunno wat to write already ar , K ill write bout my smoking life even if noone reads its okie, i started smoking around sec 2 b4 that budak baik ,then cos of my member i quit smoking then sec 3 start again cos thats when i join the mats , i started to lepak smoke soccer, that helped my soccer alot , really i improved alot, yea thats how a express student when to acad in sec 4 , cos of all this , but i dun regret them cos i enjoyed everything that happens in my life , even if it is sad things cos that makes life special and unique from others, well smoke smoke till today smoke , i really wanna stop , but cant no motivation no nuthing, if u ask me wat i have ill just keep quiet,k i become emo , time to smoke i guess , meww,

MEw

2006-04-12T22:25:00.000+08:00

I just came back home , well went out with ziq and nif....play cs ar afternoon they msg me so i turon , as usual my comp was mepek , while shooting auto change knife , wtf , so i used artic , played like noob ar , cos my mind thinking of other things somemore , then ziq go meet his gerl , so went to i went to nif home chill haha his home got one cat , cute sia , mew mew, then my airport boss call ask me go changi tomorrow , so guess im going , although i no idea of wat my boss name is or wat , hope things run smooth , , hmm i really want sumthing , but its not possible ar , really not possible , haiz dunno ar , maybe shuld just give up like my fren said , guess ill wait till end of this week then give up ,.......:(

Wohoo

2006-04-11T22:16:00.000+08:00

Today 1st time in my life wake up 8.30 during holi cos my hp kept ringing , i answered and wah A job i applied 2 months back now i got , kerje at airport ....hehe but since i was recomended by my frens uncle i dunno wat werk or wat is my exact pay also , thursday need to go for werk , 2morrow im gonna calll the guy again to comfirm , well guess now i got 2 jobs while people are jobless, my current job 2 days in a row my manager ask me come work i say not free and today more bastard i never answer the call lol, i think i werk at airport then once a week work my current job but far seh airport, i sure lost seh....last time i misplace my umbrella at causeway point already i stress , hope everything goes well arr, then i got money can dye my hair , buy new earset for my mp3 ,new guitar, new clothes, aiya stress ar so many things happening....2morrow then i think bout my werk ar now must relek ....today since i woke up so early i played game then wanted to play soccer but member all malas want to turon , this work thing also bothering me cos i need to make up my mind and comfirm this comfirm that ,omg i rather sit at home listen to techno, but need money ar , especially if my prepaid become low then abis sad life...wanna dye hair , i need to terjadi handsome...k ar now online never tok to anyone also lol , i oni tok with one person and she not online haizzzzz

Merepek fuck

2006-04-10T21:33:00.000+08:00

BOred then write again ar , Fuck shyt , Everything is mepek , People i know is fuck , people i dunno is fuck , people i wanna know is fuck , ciggy i smoked is fuck , ciggy i gonna smoke is fuck , Im down to my last stick , suppose to werk night shift but fuck last min so i said no , waiting for my werk so i can get my pay and go dye my hair orange, the rest GO buy clothes and my new tapered pants , maybe a earpieace , a new guitar , i wanna play soccer , long time no play , guess noone loves the game more than me , K , last nite i read sumthing , a person whom i know scolding me wtf , maybe can tok to me nicely , im sure i tok to u like that , i know u wun read this but haizzz sad lifeeeee,,,,fuck sia treat people nice at last kena like that , Even my own shadow looks down on me sia , i smoke look at my shadow its looking down on me .......:( ,,,,, wtf sia , fuck , my entry so nice seh , i could not look back , you've gone away from me ,i felt my heart ache , i was afraid of following u , when i had look at , the shadows on the wall , i stared blindly into the night to find the truth in me......

LEpakkkk

2006-04-10T02:09:00.000+08:00

Wooo, MAnchester United Just beat Arsenal wat a fucking nice goal by rooney....arsenal fans can suck cock i guess....just now lepak with HAnif, haha fun ar we smoke and tok tok , tok about alot stuff ar...Then come home smoke one of my last sticks and now i bored haiz , wat to do sia stress.....Lion city mats oiiiii oiiiiiiii , lion city mats oiiiiiii oiiii.....not werking till wednesday , well razak called me and asked if i wanna play bass for his band and i said yes , his gerl msg me to learn few songs ar , dunno maybe tomorrow or tuesday i go meet him , wanna play socceer ar although my leg abit injured
............i saw rooney score and i wanna do it tooooo

HAizzz

2006-04-08T21:26:00.000+08:00

Yesterday Went Town With taufan...go shop shop then lol slipper all tear , then scold passing by hancur minah...then play soccer now i injured ar , cannot walk at all , haiz....never go werk also , maybe weekday i werk then can enjoy , boring ar , fuck.......leg pain!!!!! oh ya i forgot got prank call people also lol , but was found out ar sedih ar controversy never werk out......k ar i wanna write bout sumthing but dun think right time to write it down ar......

IStimewaa

2006-04-04T23:05:00.000+08:00

wohoo today is cool , G.o-Blok went agaist thier most controversial rapper Budaktear, Yea they called me Fuck , Wtf So I hit Them back WIth MY own rap , Although ONi Scold One member MOre is to come , U Can Check iT Out at http://www.freewebs.com/akatsukiman/VOC001.WAV
Yea , To 25 cents ,g.giddy,animem,snoop cat and Dr gay , The rivalry Starts Now , LoL , MY rap is COol......

KUrenaiii

2006-04-03T01:12:00.000+08:00

I could not look back,you'd gone away from meI felt my heartaches,I was afraid of following you...When I was looked at the shadows on the wallI started running into the night to find the truth in me.......In the crowded street you're standing all aloneThe shadow of the days hide your heartYou are bringing down the heart of the night,keeping everything off....As if something's gonna force youNow you're running into the stormCan't you see I'm always on your mind?Tell me why you leave me alone......When I was gonna be losing you on my mind,I found my heart in soil......I'm looking back the daysThese are gonna break my heart...But I can't never hold back.......All of you in my memoryis still shining in my heart....Now you're wearing the mysterious lights....It keeps me sticking into my heart.....My heart has been gonna dye deep redwith all of pain...There's no one to cure my pain only without you...How I try to shout, how I try to run...There's nothing I can do....The wall hiding my heart is never broken again...How I try to break.........Cry in deep red.....:( my sad life

Wanita Idaman

2006-03-29T23:25:00.000+08:00

LOL Today was Cool , when to sch Then after That Go Ziq Home with abg, Abg MEpek sak , Seriously funny , cbox.com and all lol,i was laughing till stomach all pain i was Rolling under ziq bed , 1st time after so long laugh till wanna die on the spot..PLayed cs Then all my ak is headshot kill sia , even when standing hs, then artic oni one miss the rest is pro abis....Life is Revolving around techno , 2morrow got test but never study haiz, friday maybe go buy gita maybe not ar, My LIfe as a Dragon baby is cool...... If u BE MY PRince i will be your cinderellaa , cinderella ooooh ohhh ohhhh.....techno is power

Techno Changed MY Life

2006-03-27T02:35:00.000+08:00

Wohoo Im MADly In Love WIth Techno.....Yes i Am Now LEgally DJ BudakTear.....techno is COol , WEll Life is NOrmal , JUst Now WEnt Out With someone I Know For a Long Time, Long Time since When OUt with a Gerl ...Then i tried to Buy ROkok haha The woman dare ask me MY Age , I Throw the IC at her saying " 18 already lar . 18 already lar" haha , the feeling is like urinating on your enemies face.....im so cool....Thought oF Buying new Guitar but not sure ar , wanna save money , PLayed cs till NOw .,,, MAnaged to MAke it to TOp frag IN terrorist , 44 kills and 90 death lol ,, cos of my kill top frag.....training hard ar , No soccer already , pondok member also not always there, No gerl , No nuthing , Just smoke and play game ar , I stole couple of Rokok At work lol , POWer sia ......ok i need to listen to techno , Bye fuckers and noobs , IF u Ever feel That U have no Reason to live , LEt me giv u a reason to live....Think bout how u gonna die ........im thinking of the way im gonna die , i dunno how bad its gonna be , but i know im gonna die soon , haiz final destination......die with sumthing big with some lipas guy beside me...:(...........

mEw

2006-03-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

Today Is 23rd , my Birthday , im 18 Sia, Cannot believed i lived for 18 years, well all my fren never even wish me tkpe , last night a gerl that dun even know me that well send me a mms around 12am wishing me happy bday, that was sweet seh,,,,, Thanks mariannaaa....K ar thats all......

DragonForce

2006-03-22T21:30:00.000+08:00

Today Cs AGain.....PLAy Agaist The Chinese IN The class , ALL FUCking NOob, DIE TO MY AK .....Abg Tyco GEt TOp FRag....THEn wEnt TO PEnisular Cos Wanna BUy Gita , FOR 40 Bucks with bag i think worth It ar....then violent wanted to go home terlondeh , ziq lupe member then Abg and me were THinking Of Final destination Cos WE Gonna die , WE are next , OMg PLz Save me , NO , THe only THing i KNow Is , WE gonna Die Cos OF Sumthing Big....:(

I gotta Stay HIgh Till I die

2006-03-21T22:24:00.000+08:00

i JUSt wanna say , I Gotta stay high aaaaaaaa aaaaaaaaaa aaaaaa untill i diee aaaaaa aaa aaaaaa , i gotta stay high aaaaaa aa aaaa , till i die aaaaa aaa aaaaa , i gotta stay high aaaaaaa aa aaa , til i die aaaaaa aaaaa a a a...... three six mafiaaa........omg i gotta stay high aaaaaa aaa aaaaaa till i die aaa aaaaa aaaaa, gotta stay high aaaaaa aaaa aaaaa till i die aaaaaaa aaaa aaa , smoke all nite , sleep all day ,

sedih....

2006-03-19T19:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday went for chalet with OLd members , Some of Them Really Change, HAir BEcome Afro Abis all sia , the last time i saw some of them was like 2 years ago , The chalet till monday ar but i came back today morning cos 2morrow sch,we had fun ar , bbq then nightwalk go redhouse then go kena caught in spider web all run in the middle of the night, tired seh, my bday comin thursday but sad life haiz.....

2006-03-16T20:59:00.000+08:00

go sch , go arcade , go home , smoke, play game, smoke , eat , bath , smoke, fuck my life fuck , fuck arrr sad life ar, wat shyt life i living ,,,,,,,,

FUCK THE DINOSaur

2006-03-15T20:39:00.000+08:00

Deleted last entry cos too emo , MY bday comin soon hope someone buy me the most expensive present lol.....All OF the Stars HAve Faded Away , MAybe someday I will Get to see them , Besok ader bola wohooo,sad life ar long time no long entry , haizzzzzzz just now play cs i pro sia , y i so pro , everyone dieing to me , teach me to be noob plz

How could tHis happen to ME

2006-03-13T23:29:00.000+08:00

I watched final fantasy few days ago , was nice, wana quit smoking, hope can quit, haiz , no mood to smoke althought i have 19 sticks beside me now, dunno y but feel like quiting, can feel my life going away from me , Follow my pondok member kering, he can quit sure i can , TK cool arrrr.....

sad Life

2006-03-09T00:21:00.000+08:00

Today was Just lIke Everyday...had the takraw finals , k ar we got 3rd...got jersey , my fav number 7...mepek ar life , stress ar bye

My sad Life

2006-03-06T21:52:00.000+08:00

I just changed MY blog Song, MY own Song, it Reflects my sad Life, although on the surface im happy, i sad life ar haiz, so This Entry FOR sad Life, MY LIfe, MY Blood Speaks as My Tear Reads.....Again I see the shadows crawling in my mind, I try to run but I cant hide, This endless war inside me has torn my heart apart, My minds vengeance will be so sweet,
AGAIN IM ON THE RUN TO KILL THE PAIN INSIDE ME
I AM THE ONE WHO CRIES IN THE DARK ALONE
HEARING VOICES, I HAVE TO KILL THOSE EVIL MEMORIES
YOU DON'T KNOW, BUT YOU HAVE TO DIE BESIDE ME
Every day the pain comes back again, The grief that tightens it's grip, day by day, Loneliness it haunts me, makes me cry, Feels like the world has abandoned me, I'm weak, I'm nothing, just a shadow of my life, My heart is dead and still I dream of you, Don't you understand you're the reason for my pain..... I fear the darkness that makes me blind, There's nothing I can feel, These tears are nothing without you, I'm nothing without you, Can you see my heart, broken like my life, Nothing to hold on, nothing to live for, This pain is too much for me to take, Holding on to you was like holding on to nothing,,,,, My trust for you tore me apart.... I gave all for you from my heart...... Haiz This is Everything I can think of nOW, MY sad LIfe Every LIne has ITs own MEaning.....

IM pro Thank you.....

2006-03-01T21:48:00.000+08:00

Today Was Normal Day...After Centuries im Updating Blog, still no change to skin cos of laziness....well today went for takraw tournament and we made it into the semi finals, i was so happy lol we are the top 4 team in the whole ite thats cool....but our opponent in the semi final is the green shorts guy team , ok ar this green short guy team is oni year one but they really pro , maybe if i train one more day i think i can better than him, cos just now i kill power sia , but step humble abit ar wait all the minah say i kerek ......haiz came back home and sleeepp now boring cannot wait for 2morrow p.e can play soccer and friday bowling more turkeys and 4 baggers......Life abit boring ar , Nuthing intresting happening, i hope green shorts guy break his leg or his gf dump him then he emo forfeit the game then we will be the champions , omg imagine the whole sch holding banners suck as " marry me vick" "vick is so pro"" vick i love u" it will be cool....but if lose then 4rd place sia not nice next week will be the final showdown...no rokok how to live sia , 2morrow must buy if not sad life...the whole day i smoke 2 stick oni early morning and after sch ben give me one stick .......PLz dun be jealous im so pro....

Fuck my life im sedih

2006-02-21T22:09:00.001+08:00

BOring day 2day , this goes out to all the gerls whu came and gone in my life......Well I aint gonna eat and i gonna sleep ,aint gonna breath till i see u go to sleep....... And what I wanna see, is you go to sleep, in the dirt, Permanently, you just being hurt, this ain't gonna work, For me, it just wouldn't be, sufficient enough, Cuz we, are just gonna be, enemies, As long as we breathe, I don't ever see, either of us, Coming to terms, where we can agree, There ain't gonna be, no reason, speakin wit me, Hope all u sluts die, i give up finding the perfect gerl , MAybe all i can do is terlondeh at home like my fren violent... :(

FUCk me For Valentine...

2006-02-14T21:35:00.000+08:00

WEll I woke up Late so WEnt Sch late, then Lunch cabut home, People Cabut to go Dates and stuff, BUt i cabut so i can take a puff alone on my staircase....Slept the whole afternoon fucking tired.......NEver had a valentine date b4 so its okie, at least a slut sms me in the middle of the night wishing me valentine and today she comfirm fucking with some guy during dinner time.....but sweet sia she is the 1st person to wish me happy valentine my whole life ......y life so sedih haizzzzz.....Long time never play soccer haiz surely lose skill, takraw this week cannot play haiz, must wait till friday then i will make alot of turkeys.....hope i get gerl sia , wtf im single like for more than a century now....now liStening to reggae wohoo , MY UnMovable walk is Making IMpact on People In all the clubs,, Unmovable walk is HOw u Describe NIghtLife........

DEdicated to SOMEONE SPECIAL lol

2006-02-13T02:09:00.001+08:00

Lonely im so lonely,I have nobody,To call my owwnnnIm so lonely, im mr. Lonely I have nobody, To call my owwnnn ..Im so lonely, I woke Up in the middle of the night and i noticed my slut wasnt by my side, Ever since my slut left me MY world came crashing.... Cant belive I hadda bitch like you and I just let you walk right outta my life,After all the gerls i fucked behind your back u still stuck Around and stayed by my side,what really hurt me is I did not cum on your face and hear u moan loud....Ive never seen any gerl whu can fuck guys like u do, Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u... Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made meBe so happy but now so lonely.. Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want TO fuck u for one last time, so stop playing girl and Come on home with my condom..... baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever Hurt my spare part, and its drivin me crazy cuz U make me ternaik , wohoo plz read this shyt fuck u